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SHIT. NOTHING MAKES SENSE.
so i won't think about it; i'll go with the ignorance.

Alright, so maybe i was a little harsh.

Wait, no, i wasn't. the last post was written in a mood that appears just as angry as i was. the whole bestfriend situation is real life shitty. but it's not really my problem, is it? guess not. i'll manage. i'm definitely staying way the hell out of that situation. if she wants to let that girl ruin her life even more now than she has been the last three years, whatthefuckever,right? RIGHT.

So my brother quite literally JUST called the office. I sit front desk. When the phone rings, I answer it.
"Residential Group, this is Ashley, how can I help you?"
"Hey little. Lemme talk to mom or dad."
"Umm alright. Hold on."
"Oh hey Mom, I'm moving to Washington."

REALLY?! It's not like you had to go through me to get to her, you couldn't have told me? Oh wait I forgot, you must still be into that whole treat-my-little-sister-like-shit thing. well fuck you too.

I don't need people snapping at me, even if they are ranting. We'd had a perfectly fantastic evening, I get home and THAT's the kind of text I get? Don't fucking snap at me. Especially not over something your mom did to upset you. I've got enough people in my life who are all too prone to that flash anger bullshit. I don't need it from you too.
But I am glad we talked that out and are now on the same page. Still.


Best of all: I'm entirely unprepared for school. I am so unbelievably grateful for the support of my friends and family, really, you guys have been incredible and I couldn't ask for a better support system. I love you guys.
But still, I'm terrified. But it's life, and I've got to move on and keep pushing and keep breathing and keep loving.





[Stay Positive.]