Six Feet Under The Stars.

SirHalloween; I could've taken the truth, but you'd rather lie instead. Okay. I guess if you're so willing to walk out of my life, why should I go out of my way to make you stay? I will never be used to this, and I will never be okay with it, but there are just some people you have to let go of. And for now, I'm okay with that. You brought me down more than anything anyway, always pushing my buttons just to see how many ways you could provoke me. I don't need that.

I thoroughly dislike psycho, controlling, untrustworthy girlfriends. My best friend, my navy boy, I finally got to spend time with and I honestly thought that she was okay with it. The last thing I wanted to do was stir them up into a fight, but evidently, situations like that are entirely inevitable, regardless of the way I handle myself or the things he tells her. He speaks the truth. Trust him. Why shouldn't you? We went to lunch, he bought a shirt, and we hung out and watched obscene youtube videos, just like we always have. Please relax. I'm not that kind of girl and you of all people should know that he is not that kind of man. He's my best friend. Learn to deal, please.

Alright. Done complaining.
Life... is good. FML boys, you're my life! My boyfriend is incredible; the first to completely understand the relationships that I have with my guy friends and know and accept that my friends come first, no matter what, under any situation. I'm still so afraid of him, and keep having to remind myself not to think about the things I've done to ruin situations this amazing in the past. He trusts me. And as of now, I don't think God minds too much either. But we'll figure that one out soon enough.

Quitting smoking.
Well.
Kinda.